Doing God's will

As I sit here in the airport with tears falling from my face. I don't even know why I cry? But then I realized I have a burning passion for missions and reaching God's children in other countries. Many people don't understand that calling because only few are chosen to be missionary's. God has called each one of us to many different things because we are the body of Christ and one can not work with out the other one. We all build up the body of Christ. I can give you a description of how it feels to leave a country, for example, like when you leave home for the first time and leave everything you have ever loved. That is how is how I felt when I left Nicaragua this time.

In my past missionary work I have fallen in love with many countries and have felt called to those countries, but doors have closed. Some people may say to me "you change your mind all the time." But you know what I am searching for God's will in my life and I don't think there is anything wrong with that. Sometimes we just have to walk in faith that maybe it will happen and if dose not then we should pick ourselves back up and try again because all that Satan wants is for us to give up! Don't ever give him the honor.

Awhile back before I got to Nicaragua God gave me a dream of an orphanage, but it was a ranch with horses and animals in Nicaragua. I never really ever dream and when I do it is God. Then a day later I called my friend Rachel and told her I had this dream and she told me that her sister and her were talking about doing something like that in Nicaragua. Now that just tells you that is GOD all right there! Then a couple of days later I had another dream about it. It was a couple of days before I left to Nicaragua. Also, to remind you I was not going to go to Nicaragua because there was so much going on and I did not have the funds to do it. But God put a huge burden in my heart to go. He put that burning desire that I had to go and I booked my ticket last minute. It was the best thing I have ever done! I know God has called me to something bigger and the beginning is in this country. The nation of Nicaragua!

To tell you the truth I can not even write everything in this blog of what God did though me and others! OMG!! God moved in Nicaragua and through me! People were encouraged, freed for the first time, loved, were freed from demons, etc...It was for me as well I was able to grow in so many ways and learn to truly love God with all of my heart more then I have ever had. God broke me! I laughed, I cried, I fell to my knees, I loved, I hugged, I encouraged, but all for God's kingdom.!

I hope to tell you all may stories of the people I met along the way that God transformed through his might power. HE is AMAZING!