The CALL:


I am a missionary seeking God's will and purpose in my life. I am a seeker of truth and justice. I am a daughter of the living God. I want to share with you the things God is doing around the world and in me. I hope to be an encouragement in your faith and that you will continue to see God's miracles that he dose everyday. Thank you to all who have joined me in reading and supporting me on this journey.

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

A greater CALL!

God calls us to a greater work then ourselves. Do you want to be part of transforming lives through the living God? Do you want to be part of the greater work? This April God is sending me to India with a group of 10 other missionaries. I know He has incredible things planned for this trip... He has given me a glimpse of the broken hearted will be restored the sick will be healed and the blind will see. For the FIRST TIME people will know the name of JESUS CHRIST! I know some of us can't go on this trips like these because of obligations, but God has given us the recourses to bless other so that they may carry on the work God is doing now. As a team we are in need of $14,000 by tomorrow @5pm to make this happen. Come and be part of the greater work God is doing! All donations are tax deductible. Let me know if you would like to help. God bless!

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Open the eyes of my HEART Lord!

Then Jesus called the people to him. His followers were also there. Then Jesus said, "If any person wants to follow me, he must say 'No' to the things he wants. That person must accept the cross (suffering) that is given to him, and he must follow me. (ERV) 
Mark 8:34

Lately God has been teaching me about counting the cost and what true suffering means. I have never really grasped what that meant in my life as a follower of Christ. What does it really mean to count the cost? Would you be willing to serve God and becoming a door mat so that others will step on you? Would you be willing to die so that others may hear His name for the first time? And when you die no one will ever remember you. Are you willing? If you really set your emotions aside and really think about it what will your answer be? Most of use would say " Yes Lord I love you but that is not for me..." We really are not willing because we keep putting those excuses that God is not calling us to that. Yes and maybe God is not calling you to be a murderer, but would you be willing is the question? 


As there is 3% of missionaries that have gone out to places that believers are persecuted. That just shows how many people are actually willing to go into dangerous places so that other may hear the Gospel. Do we even care? Do you care? When we die and face God "He will say, "did you care enough for your brothers and sisters? Did you care for my children?" 

As these thoughts and convictions has been going through my head these couple of weeks I realized I was not counting it all lost. I was still playing safe. Yes in this blog I am speaking to myself. I am guilty of denying Gods' children from His word and truth. As I recognized that I was selfish God put a burden in my heart for places that have never heard his name. He has put India, Middle East, North Korea and North Africa in my heart. These places are the most dangerous, but also where many people have never heard of the name of Jesus and how he is the Son of God and has died for our sins! We know it aren't we special? Yes but now that you know are you sharing that with others? Have you shared it with someone that has never heard of His name? 

As my study at IMPACT 195 comes to an end next month I have realized why God has left me in the USA to sit as His feet for a year. I have realized who he has made me. He has made me a women that is after His own heart and that has no fear of man. I am finally understanding why God has put me here and it is to go to some of the most dangerous places on this earth, so that others may hear His name and know His LOVE! Furthermore, during my whole life I have had dreams of always traveling and hiding in places because I was being chased, but I had no idea why I was being chased. As I come to a conclusion now it makes more sense that it's because I was preaching the GOOD NEWS! Praise the Lord! 

I leave you with this, "Are you counting the cost?" Or are you just sitting there pondering "this is not for me!" Then we must ask, are we really His children? His children have His heart. Do you?