The CALL:


I am a missionary seeking God's will and purpose in my life. I am a seeker of truth and justice. I am a daughter of the living God. I want to share with you the things God is doing around the world and in me. I hope to be an encouragement in your faith and that you will continue to see God's miracles that he dose everyday. Thank you to all who have joined me in reading and supporting me on this journey.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Who am I?

Who am I? I am a child of God, chosen, loved, beautiful, creative, missionary, etc... God has made each one of us unique. He has blessed us with so many gifts! But there is times in our lives we ask, who am I? We forget... We forget that God has made each one of us unique. Most of all that our identity is found in HIM alone. But with that said, why do we keep wondering who you are?

We get consumed in our daily routine of work, priorities, and materialism that we forget why we are here and why we are still breathing. God can take your life by a snap of a finger! I know that might sound threatening or who dose God think he is? He is our creator! He has given you another day to live. You are chosen to be on this earth in this moment and time. But the question is, who are you living for? What are you living for? things? riches? friends? family? etc... You might be saying to yourself, but family is important! But they are not more important then God! God created them and I can bet you a hundred dollars that God loves them more then you could ever love them.

Where am I trying to get here? Well, that everyday should be a sacrifice to God! A worship! A praise! Laying down your life for others! Loving like Jesus did! It really is about bringing KINGDOM to those around us. EVERYDAY! Everyday is a gift of God! As a missionary I have learned that no matter where I am at I must LOVE like Jesus. I must lay down my life for my brothers and sisters. We are all God's children. He loves us no different then the poor man or child dying in Africa of AIDS. Here is a challenge "if God truly lives in you, then you have His heart." Meaning God's love lives in you and you see with His eyes. If not I pray that God will open the eyes of your heart and let you see. Sometimes we truly are the blind because we are to scared to truly see what is beyond what we can comprehend. But God has put His hands upon your eyes to SEE.

In four weeks I will be in Nicaragua. I have no idea what God has for me there. All I know is that I have a plane ticket and no money for food or a place to stay. But, I fully trust that God will provide while I am  in Nicaragua or even here before I leave. One inspiration for me is these 2 guys I met in Guatemala last year. They took no money and just a back pack. They went out and stepped out in faith and trusted God that he would provide. They had some rough times out there eating out of trash cans, etc... They let God take control of everything and you know?  God provided. At the end of the trip they ended up with $1000 in different currencies. God is AMAZING!!