The CALL:


I am a missionary seeking God's will and purpose in my life. I am a seeker of truth and justice. I am a daughter of the living God. I want to share with you the things God is doing around the world and in me. I hope to be an encouragement in your faith and that you will continue to see God's miracles that he dose everyday. Thank you to all who have joined me in reading and supporting me on this journey.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Obedient

As November 30th 2011 came along I knew it would be the day I would be heading to the Philippines. I never wanted to go to this country or really cared about going, but I knew that was where God was calling me for this season of my life. Well, thinking he was only calling me to go for 3 weeks I was okay with that , but when He spoke to me about committing to go long term before even going to that country was insane, if you ask me! I had no idea what God had in store for me or why he was calling me there. As November 30th came along so fast I was nervous I seriously did not want to get on that plane. As I walked into the plane God spoke clearly to me "You see those hands? I am going to use them to heal the brokenhearted. You see those feet I am going to use them to bring the Good News." I was humbled that God could use me in that way when I was not willing.

As we got to Canogan the village we were going to go serve in our first outreach was going to one of the national high schools. We did a concert for them and a powerful drama. As we got to the high school I remember the kids being very shy. It was their culture to be shy and very quite. I thought to myself this is going to be tough crowd. As we tried to get some of them to dance with us they would not and they would just laugh. Then there would be class clown that would get up and dance with us and one of the teachers also danced. Then the drama (prodigal son) started and expressions on their faces were priceless they were really into the drama. It was sweet moment. Then Alex one of the long term students staying came up and asked if anyone wanted to accept Jesus Christ for the first time in their lives and we just got a blank stare. Then she asked if anyone has never sinned before raised their hands up and no on did. Then she asked stand up if you have sinned before and want to ask for forgiveness, also to pray the prayer if they wanted to accept Jesus into their hearts and over 500 students said that prayer. Tears started to fall down my face. It was beautiful to witness the work of the Lord that day. As many of the students were in tears I went to hug and embrace them. I really felt like it was the Lord hugging them. Chains were being broken that day! I remember that every girl I talked to and hugged that day had a dad that passed away or was an alcoholic just like in my life when I was their age. I felt their pain and I just held them and cried with them. It felt like God was really giving them the hug and bringing them hope. It was beautiful!



As we finished praying one of the long term people came up to me with some beautiful words she said "I love how humble you are and how you love with the love of the Lord" "Your are joy that is contagious, you overflow with God's JOY." She said, " You see those hands God is going to use them to heal the broken hearted, you see those feet he is going to use them to bring the good news to those that need hope." I started to cry because that is what God had told me when I was getting on the plane to the Philippines. God has confirmed that day why he was sending me to the Philippines. Throughout the whole trip God used me to break chains, heal the brokenhearted, and even heal the sick. God blew my mind and realized how unworthy I am of Him using me, but His grace has made me worthy.

I can't wait to share more stories of the mighty work he did through me and others! Stay tuned.